“Who’s Going To Be the Triple Threat”?

August 28, 2008 at 6:31 am (Film, Life, Spirit) (, , , , , , , , , )

I was watching the blacklist on HBO. Yeah Yeah, I know I’m late. BUT I had it on tivo! LOL

Anywhoo, I’m watching, I’m drinking my wine, I’m inspired. And then Chris Rock asks the question, “Where’s the next Barbara Streisand?…I want to meet that woman!”

 

Damn.

That’s all there is to say about that. Cuz all I could do was cry. Who’s going to be the writer, the director, the producer, the actress…

Who’s going to step up to the plate? 

There has been this soft whisper in my head. Wakes me up at 3am. Keeps me from going to sleep at 11pm. Softly, faintly, a stirring in the spirit. “Are you ready?”

I can be driving home from work and here that question. “Are you ready?”

In the words of Joan of Arc…..”I was born ready”

This is when that psychotic ambition kicks in. When my dreams get bigger, when my goals expand and reach beyond the stratosphere!

I put it in my newsletter last week. When you wish upon a star, which star are you wishing upon? I’m wishing on the star that hasn’t even born yet people! LOL! (look it up, stars are born and they die)

I’m wishing on a star that isn’t even in this galaxy. I’m wishing on the particles that haven’t even gathered together yet to create the energy to give birth to this star!!!!

Unrealistic is what someone told me. “My, you do dream big” in the words of an older woman. If I don’t, WHO WILL?

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IMDB

August 26, 2008 at 2:43 pm (Film) (, , , , , , )

IMDB is going to drive me crazy! I have been trying to update my credits for like 6 (YES, SIX!!) months now. I have 3, welll now 4, more credits for my films and NONE of them have been accepted by IMDB.

You know what email they send to me:

We are contacting you because our approval team has been busy reviewing many submissions and hasn’t had time to examine your new title yet. This is likely due to one of the following reasons:

Your title is lacking significant information
Other titles have been given higher priority because they supplied more information than yours.

PLEASE NOTE that your title has not been explicitly rejected as nobody has even looked at it yet…..

New titles are processed in order of priority. This means that the more data you submit with your title (credits, screening, links, etc..)the higher priority is given..

Now let me tell you how retarded that is. If they HAVEN’T EVEN LOOKED AT IT, how do they know that I DIDN’T supply all the information???! Because links, screenings, festivals, cast, crew, etc…has ALL been added!!

Then when I tried sending an email to their support team asking if I provided all that information what is the problem, they SEND ME THE SAME EMAIL BACK!

One of my IMDB credits (Tears of a Clown) has 3 items listed about it, and the new credits have waaaay more information.

Fucking backwards, I swear!

I have two films in festivals right now and I can’t even get a fucking credit for them! I have 2 feature length films about to be released and I can’t event get a fucking credit for them either.

And when I talked to the producers and asked if they have tried submitting to IMDB, guess what they tell me????? YEP, IMDB sent them the same frikkin email!

What kind of world do we live in when an actress can’t even get her credits posted?!!! The world is a dark and twisted place I tell ya.

Lord give me strength!

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“De Gunking”

August 3, 2008 at 7:45 pm (Life) (, , , , , , )

I went to my Wednesday night Booking Technique class with the awesome teacher, Amy Lyndon.

She starts class off saying that she did something radical and “DeGunked”. Got rid of some things that were cluttering up her brain.

So then she asks a few people what their “Gunk” is.

And I’m sitting there in awe and feeling like this was my confirmation.

I had just put in my notice to terminate my 9-5 job in Westlake Village. Like I’ve said before, I like my job, but it’s a job. 

And since working there, I haven’t been able to put as much time and energy into my own stuff. 

So when I hear Amy talking about “Degunking”, it just stirred in my heart. Getting rid of gunk in your brain, in your schedule, in your home. Freeing up junk. Things that are taking up unnecessary space. 

And the funny part is that as soon as I put in my notice, I’ve had 3 auditions in one week. I FEEL the possibilities of the future. I FEEL my energy, my focus, shifting. And it is good.

In the words of Amy Lyndon “I’ve degunked, and now I feel JUICY!” 

Same here people. I feel the juices flowing.

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