Psychotic Ambition

Ahhhhh busy busy busy. That’s a good thing I guess. 

Been trying to hustle. Trying to line some things up for Scrapbooks, so far it’s looking good. I have to worke on my music clearances, and I could possibly get distribution and/or have it aired on tv. We’ll see. *prayer and crossed fingers*.

It’s been a lot going on, I’m just trying to keep up! 

Work and film, film and work. I have an audition on Monday. I hope, no I NEED to book this!

Good news is that a film that I was in, A Baby Away, got accepted into the Hollywood Black Film Festival, so I’m excited about that! Written, Produced, & Directed by Courtney Franklin. I was the lead, so of course that adds to the excitement. 

Going to Vegas in 2 weeks. Yaaaay! Cuz I need a break, goodness. I have been having cramps in my neck, can’t really sleep and busting my ass at work. I’m exhausted.

I’m trying to change my attitude of late. I’ve been real hard on myself, but if I’M not, who will be? Nobody else can put pressure on me, nobody else can motivate me to get off my ass. Nobody is gonna hustle for me. So I gotta do it myself. I had come to the realization that “I get out, what I put in”. Which means if I put doubt and negativity out there, that’s exactly what’s going to come back to me.

So guess I need to step my game up!